Waiting for the bus to head for Sumatra, so i write.....

Anger is to often repressed in the western psyche, so this anger needs to be transcended. every conceivable boundary must be confronted and challenged. As a human you might, fight, cry, scream, fuck or just sit in silence, as long as it is a genuine expression of your deeper self. In a quest to transcend and reveal it's true self what is considered taboo? In this climate of war against repression what are the signs of commitment? The risk is such that you suddenly fully awareness. The attraction I feel that Indonesia has pulls me away from everyone and up into a galaxy of stars while everyone else remains on earth.

Life is not a problem, it is nothing to be solved, life is something to believe in. If you are trying to solve it you will miss it. the door is open it has never been locked. Fear is the mind and the past, love is the truth and the future. To free oneself from the past and be able to live in the present is the must to take risks, take action without approval of restrictive. The more you risk the more you grow. Risk, sell all your shit and start living. There is nothing to loose because you come into this world with nothing and leave with nothing. Death takes everything so you have nothing left to loose.

Can we build the whole earth on laughter, is laughter not the international sound of joy...... The truth is which works for humans is both body, mind and soul all must be satisfied. I feel permissive mystically is a revelation. Swapping negotiation for indulgence, restraint for surrender will result in a path of enlightenment. The Aim is being sexual without being possessive. My aim is to enter into indulgence with the goal of learning about attachments in order to move on and learn. This is my effort to make you aware, this is why life gives you so many situations.